Hi, friends! Hope you’re having a great Wednesday!
I’ve been seeing a lot of encouraging posts from my friends on Instagram along the lines of, “Keep persevering! The good stuff is right around the corner.” And “I hated the first hard four miles of my run today, but I kept enduring, and by mile five I felt rejuvenated.” These have been especially uplifting to me, because sometimes I feel like I’m aimlessly floundering, but I think I really needed to hear, “Keep it up.” It’s so easy to feel uninspired or beaten down by our own critical thoughts, but these “atta girls” really helped put a pep in my step. I’m not even sure what “pep in my step” means, but they made me feel good. Okay. Moving on.
…we made friends with the neighbors. Meet Kitty (aka “Minnie the Moocher”). We think she was abandoned. I took her to the vet to ensure she wasn’t microchipped (she wasn’t), and I called every shelter in town to see if an orange pretty kitty had been reported missing (she hadn’t), and then I harassed all my friends and family to see if they’d keep her (they wouldn’t), so I got really sad, and Zack and I took her to a [NO-KILL] shelter today.
She is incredibly friendly and always wants us to bring her inside (we never caved). She follows us from room to room by sitting on our outdoor window sills. But tonight we have a blast of below freezing temps headed our way, so we hope we are giving her the promise of a better life by taking her to a shelter. I’m sad that we aren’t allowed to have animals with our lease (other than Jaxon, who only won his way into the lease by me labeling him as a “deaf, furry goldfish”).
I’m so thankful to have met Kitty, though. We didn’t think we were cat people. Now we have labeled ourselves as “Animal People”. I hope she finds a loving home!
Jaxon is ready for the cold front.
In other news I started a low FODMAPs elimination diet recommended by my GI doc.
Shoutout to grill master Zack who grilled these sweet potato fries and venison “burgers”. They were good.
About two years after my diagnosis I began researching and learning about which foods trigger my symptoms and add to inflammation, and incorporating more fibrous foods, fruits rich in phytochemicals and antioxidants (e.g. blueberries), and healthy fats (e.g. avocado and salmon) in my diet. Somewhere along my journey I lost focus a bit, and I’ve been eating “whatever” lately because I don’t understand my changing triggers and symptoms, and to be honest, I just got tired.
But I have an inflammatory bowel disease (Crohn’s). I can’t keep eating foods (e.g. sugar, salt) that trigger inflammation –> symptoms. About 80% of the immune system is IN your gut (large and small intestines), so try to eat well, even it you are completely healthy! So here I am, fueling well again.
My ultimate goals for this year: Remission and increase in energy levels.
Even if I don’t reach remission, I don’t want it to be my fault. I don’t want it to be my own lack of discipline and giving into my own cravings that prevents me from remission. I’m going to fight for it again. Today, that looks like low FODMAPs. In six weeks, I hope to know which grains and sugars are specific triggers.
I should also add that I DO NOT believe in dieting to lose weight. Hopping on a trend, and then catapulting off into unhealthy eating habits doesn’t make sense to me. Learning is critical to incorporate healthy, lifelong habits, indulging when it’s okay (without beating yourself up), and then making conscious efforts to maintain a balanced diet most of the time. I think dieting messes with one’s psyche and cultivates an unhealthy relationship with food, which can even lead to metabolism problems later in life if you’re calorie restricting without supervision from a dietitian or doctor. Okay, jumping off my soapbox now.
I think the lesson for me that is to be learned today is that it’s okay that I got frustrated (and at times even let Crohn’s get the best of me), because I’m persevering. I’m sticking to my list of foods from the doc, and I’m not compromising (no matter how loud Nestle Tollhouse chocolate lovers cookie dough calls my name that time of the month). I’m learning through this challenge, and I know I’ll come out stronger…and hopefully smarter.
Keep moving forward. 🙂
Are you a dog or a cat person? An animal person? Any low FODMAPs advice?